I am what I am. Let me be as what I am.

Let me be as what I am.

I am what I am.

Change me not.

Condition me not.

Push me not.

Pull me not.

Hold me not.

Scold me not.

I am what I am.

Let me be as what I am.

Right I am for what I am.

Wrong I am for what you think I am.

Right or wrong

Decides not what I am.

I am what I am.

Let me be as what I am.

My follies make me what I am.

My mistakes are the fun I have.

Learns me not from all I have.

That’s what makes me what I am.

So let me be as what I am.

Family,

Friends,

Brother,

Sister,

Husband,

Son,

Though I have.

Count me not

as a sheep or cattle

living and grazing in herd.

Shepherd I need not

to tend my life.

Individual I am.

I am what I am.

So let me be as what I am.

Bog me not

with the societal pressure.

Force me not into the apologetic confessions

of my blunders.

Scare me not

with the duty sermons.

Burden not my shoulders

with the onus to uphold

the family name.

Trust me not

to maintain your fame.

I am what I am.

Let me be as what I am.

Lame I am.

Lazy I am.

Fickle I am.

Insane I am.

Dork I am.

Take me as what I am.

Or let me be as what I am.

Understands me not

what you say.

Because my thoughts

makes me what I am.

I am what I am.

So let me be as what I am.

Rebel daughter I am,

Unruly wife I am.

Careless mother I am.

Impolite sister I am.
Impractical lover I am.

Unworthy friend I am.

I am what I am.

So let me be as what I am.

Risks I take.

Botches I make.

Impulsive are my decisions.

Messy are my mind creations.

But I am what I am.

So let me be as what I am.

Weeps I hard.

Laughs I harder.

My adrenaline swings

between zenith and nadir.

People you are

I know.

You can’t take it farther.

I am what I am.

So let me be as what I am.

Swims I in the mountains,

Climbs I the water.

Touches I the sunlight

Basks I in the moonlight.

Weird I am.

But I am what I am.

So let me be as what I am.

Lonely I am.

Friendly I am.

Weak I am.

Strong I am.

Scary I am.

Cheerful I am.

Trustworthy I am.

Bitch I am.

I am what I am.

So let me be as what I am.

Changed me everyone a lot.

Rebounded me back to what I am.

Force not me to be what I am not.

Because I am what I am.

So let me be as what I am.

Burning Desire

Utopian always I was.
Been dwelling there for long.
Reality though hits me bang on face.
Scared am I so?
The world thy built is fascinating and all.
Fears my heart the burns though.
Flowing with the wind has been the trait instilled, so
Prepared is my soul to
soar high above the sky
swim deep down the abyss of the sea
pierce through the hard bushes of the green,
only oath you take  to be with me.

Let the desires burn ogre to lit the whole world ablaze.
Let the heart pound faster for the histories of human to feel the sound.
Let the adrenaline rush not but swoop down harder to stifle the stillness of the grave too.
Let death be our aim.
Life then be a game.
Let's take risk.
Let's go wild.
Let's ruffle up in dirt and
smell the mud.
Let's challenge the cult.
Life is wild.
Let's live it wild.
Burning embers are fine.
Be the aflame fire your desire.
Jump into the lit.
and resurrect again
to gamble in the world of desire.

Let my finger twirl between your strong stubborn ones.
Let my body feel the rub against yours.
Swoosh me instantly in your arms.
Kiss me hard at the points that kick desire.
Let the lump swing up in my throat.
Let the butterflies in my stomach flutter.
Let the heat meet heat.
Let the two melt and be one
to show me the divine.
Love you shower on me I know.
Let's make our world dirty with lust and pleasure.
Let the social in us subside.
Let us be the animal.
Let's taste the forbidden apple.
Let's let loose the Satan.
Let's cross the threshold of paradise.
The paradise built by the God and the world.
Let's make hell our abode.
Where sinning is a pleasure.
As lust and love we seek is accepted not in paradise.

Tum ho toh sab hai. Tum nahi toh kuch nahi.

 

Tum ho toh sab hai. 
Tum nahi toh kuch nahi.

Na yeh phool khilte hai. 
Na koi bahar aati hai. 
Mausam karvat lena bhool jaati hai. 
Sab kuch jaise tham jaata hai. 
Tum ho to sab hai .
Tum nahi toh kuch nahi.

Saansain saans lena bhool jaati hai. 
Ankhen jaise nam ho jaati hai. 
Honth jaise chup ho jaata hai. 
Pair jaise ruk jaate hai. 
Tum ho toh sab hai.
Tum nahi toh kuch nahi.

Dard dard dena bhool jaate hai. 
Khushiyan ankh milane se katrate hai. 
Tum ho toh sab hai. 
Tum nahi toh kuch nahi.

Pyaar bhi inkaar lagta hai. 
Dua bhi sazaa lagti hai. 
Tum ho toh sab hai. 
Tum nahi toh kuch nahi.

In the Search of Love …

Leaving the soul behind,
I traveled the heights of Himalaya,
Swam the depths of Ganges,
Crossed the vastness of Sahara,
In the search of love.

Walked I,
Through the thorny scrubs of Deccan,
The labyrinths of Sundarbans,

Eerie alleys,
Green meadows,
Bustling Metros,
I meandered through all!

Alas!
Love hid itself,
Amid the obscurity of denseness.

Muddled thoughts,
Hopeful soul,
With no heart to budge.
A bleak remembrance of
Grandma’s tales,
Traversed me
To another land
To witness Aphrodite,
The epitome of love.
Yet …
Feelings of mine,
Didn’t get any dope.

Dispirited,
My foot strolled me,
Back to the soul,
Where my existence reside.

Epiphany it was!
To feel the dope of love
In the soul I left behind.