Thursday, July 31, 2014

My Caterpillars





I had it in me
As I had my sweet little bee
With me.
The newness of it,
Though bloomed out
Afresh,
When felt I again
Two lives alive in me.

Bloomed out
The two caterpillars
From not the wedlock,
But the love galore
He decanted on me.
Every touch he touched
Was divinity personified
For me.
Blessed I am thus,
To have his seeds in me.

World knows not
Being loved how it feels to be.
Understands only they
The language of bondage and slavery.
My Caterpillars!
So,
Dreams of yours
To bloom into a butterfly,
Buzzing around
In joy and glee,
Is something mum scares to fulfill. 
Life I can promise you
Till the dusk tomorrow.
Forgive mum
For putting you through this sorrow.

My Caterpillars!
Muma’s secrets you will be.
Deep concealed.
So,
Remain you will in my soul
Like life’s unforgotten reel.

Begs mum to two of you.
Grant me a chance once more
In years to come.
To roe you,
To nurture you,
To blossom you,
Into colorful butterflies,

Fluttering around

Psychedelic flowers
Of joy and spree.
 

Friday, July 25, 2014

Muma loves your dear



Muma’s weak.
Muma’s poor.
Muma’s helpless.
Muma loses her temper.
Muma, though, loves you dear.

Baby, until you are there,
Muma’s mind will work clear.
This world is in fear
of muma’s strength that is sheer.
Tries them so hard to break
Muma with ideas queer.

Trust me baby
All will be fine.
Have faith
In your prayer.
Muma’s going to be alright.
Adu’s gonna be just and might.
There will be no more shedding of tears.
Our life will be bounded by
Love and cheers.

Your smile is my light
So …
Hug me tight.
Kiss me bright.
And erase all my fright.
Together you and me
can capture this day and night.

Patient we have to be.
To fly like birds free.
Baby, I love you is all I can say now
To stand by you always is what I vow. 

Enough! I can’t do it anymore.




Protect me from this world.
I don’t want to do it anymore.
Weak I want to be.
Strength gain I don’t want to anymore.
Curl me up,
Close me up,
In your iron chest.
Shed let me my sobs
Till I tear up no more.

Leave me no more desolate
In the intersection of these
four roads.
Clueless I am.
Scared I am.
Where to turn,
To run.
Until I see the shade of you
In the direction of any road.

Helpless you’ve been enough.
Can’t you see?
It leaves me in the lurch too.
Make me your woman.
That’s how you can stand by me.
No money,
No flower,
No gifts,
Can give it to me.
Seeing you in glee
Makes me happy and free.

Small things
Make you sound good and admirable to me.
Guffaws I like crazy
When you be with me.
Free what it is to be
You taught me.
Now want you me to be free.
Free from your love.
What is it to be free?
If you leave me alone in the sea
Of your love
With a lost key.

I’m crying.
Crying hard.
For feel I alone and desperate
And worthless
Without you by my side.
Say you love me.
Promise I
You won’t regret that tad.
For I will remain your slave
Till I’m cold and hard.






Tuesday, July 22, 2014

I am what I am. Let me be as what I am.



Let me be as what I am.
I am what I am.
Change me not.
Condition me not.
Push me not.
Pull me not.
Hold me not.
Scold me not.
I am what I am.
Let me be as what I am.

Right I am for what I am.
Wrong I am for what you think I am.
Right or wrong
Decides not what I am.
I am what I am.
Let me be as what I am.

My follies make me what I am.
My mistakes are the fun I have.
Learns me not from all I have.
That’s what makes me what I am.
So let me be as what I am.

Family,
Friends,
Brother,
Sister,
Husband,
Son,
Though I have.
Count me not
as a sheep or cattle
living and grazing in herd.
Shepherd I need not
to tend my life.
Individual I am.
I am what I am.
So let me be as what I am.

Bog me not
with the societal pressure.
Force me not into the apologetic confessions
of my blunders.
Scare me not
with the duty sermons.
Burden not my shoulders
with the onus to uphold
the family name.
Trust me not
to maintain your fame.
I am what I am.
Let me be as what I am.

Lame I am.
Lazy I am.
Fickle I am.
Insane I am.
Dork I am.
Take me as what I am.
Or let me be as what I am.

Understands me not
what you say.
Because my thoughts
makes me what I am.
I am what I am.
So let me be as what I am.

Rebel daughter I am,
Unruly wife I am.
Careless mother I am.
Impolite sister I am.
Impractical lover I am.
Unworthy friend I am.
I am what I am.
So let me be as what I am.

Risks I take.
Botches I make.
Impulsive are my decisions.
Messy are my mind creations.
But I am what I am.
So let me be as what I am.

Weeps I hard.
Laughs I harder.
My adrenaline swings
between zenith and nadir.
People you are
I know.
You can’t take it farther.
I am what I am.
So let me be as what I am.

Swims I in the mountains,
Climbs I the water.
Touches I the sunlight
Basks I in the moonlight.
Weird I am.
But I am what I am.
So let me be as what I am.

Lonely I am.
Friendly I am.
Weak I am.
Strong I am.
Scary I am.
Cheerful I am.
Trustworthy I am.
Bitch I am.
I am what I am.
So let me be as what I am.

Changed me everyone a lot.
Rebounded me back to what I am.
Force not me to be what I am not.
Because I am what I am.
So let me be as what I am.












Monday, February 17, 2014

Burning Desire


Utopian always I was.
Been dwelling there for long.
Reality though hits me bang on face.
Scared am I so?
The world thy built is fascinating and all.
Fears my heart the burns though.
Flowing with the wind has been the trait instilled, so
Prepared is my soul to
soar high above the sky
swim deep down the abyss of the sea
pierce through the hard bushes of the green,
only oath you take  to be with me.

Let the desires burn ogre to lit the whole world ablaze.
Let the heart pound faster for the histories of human to feel the sound.
Let the adrenaline rush not but swoop down harder to stifle the stillness of the grave too.
Let death be our aim.
Life then be a game.
Let's take risk.
Let's go wild.
Let's ruffle up in dirt and
smell the mud.
Let's challenge the cult.
Life is wild.
Let's live it wild.
Burning embers are fine.
Be the aflame fire your desire.
Jump into the lit.
and resurrect again
to gamble in the world of desire.

Let my finger twirl between your strong stubborn ones.
Let my body feel the rub against yours.
Swoosh me instantly in your arms.
Kiss me hard at the points that kick desire.
Let the lump swing up in my throat.
Let the butterflies in my stomach flutter.
Let the heat meet heat.
Let the two melt and be one
to show me the divine.
Love you shower on me I know.
Let's make our world dirty with lust and pleasure.
Let the social in us subside.
Let us be the animal.
Let's taste the forbidden apple.
Let's let loose the Satan.
Let's cross the threshold of paradise.
The paradise built by the God and the world.
Let's make hell our abode.
Where sinning is a pleasure.
As lust and love we seek is accepted not in paradise.